“When I’m hurt, I shut down. I turn into a total sarcastic bitch. I shut off my emotions, and act indifferent towards everything even though it might be killing me inside.”—Not sorry (via these-fading-scars)
Don’t you dare say you miss me when it’s your fault we stopped talking in the first place. When YOU’RE the one who pushed ME away. When you’re the one who wanted nothing to do with me after more than a year of being a little more than just best friends.
have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god i adore you. i adore every goddamn ounce. i adore your bones and your soul. but I’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh god. not you.
“If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn’t mean you got to stop living.”—Vargus, Archie’s Final Project (via kushandwizdom)
you say you want to die but, you still put that seat belt on and look both ways before crossing the street you lock your windows and doors you would scream if someone was following you late at night you would run for your life but you do want to die you just want to die on your own terms.